Depression makes some men insane. I was on a training camp that time to become a police officer. The training includes the sacrifice of not seeing your love ones for the whole training. The training will last for six months in the camp. I have a girlfriend before I went to the camp. With her permission, I pursue my training in the camp inspite of the reality of not seeing her for a long time. She knows that my dream is to become a police officer since I was a kid. After my second month of training in the camp, I tried to contact her via e-mail with the use of the computer in the camp’s office but she’s not responding on my e-mails. I decided to quit on my training and see my girlfriend because I was thinking that there’s something bad happened to her. She is more important to me than my dream of being a police officer.
After getting out of the camp, I immediately look for her and found out that she don’t love me anymore. She had her new boyfriend and that is why she’s not responding on my e-mails. I was so depressed that time because I lost the most important woman of my life. If she only knew how difficult my training was in the camp but I was able to become the most outstanding trainee because she’s my inspiration. After I quited on my training, there is no chance of getting back in the camp. I lost my girlfriend and also my dream of becoming a police officer.Now I’m moving on making myself busy on my computer.